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27 October 2006 @ 05:13 am
Yeah, I'm really excited about this weekend. If my dress turns out acceptably, that is. It is highly possible that I'll just go to the dance naked. I suppose Chris will then be required to come so he can shield me from prying eyes, ohohoho! Pwned. But yeah, my costume isn't as cool/hot as everyone else's. Sigh. Too bad I'm not actually River, then I'd get to beat up the entire populace of the Red Light/Green Room!

I hate the internet lag.

I'm supposed to be reading about feminism right now, but we all know how much I love feminism. I also have a ghastly headache and my eyes cry out in pain.

Chris bought me a scarf and mittens, for no reason other than that he is the best young man in the world and he is my favorite and I love him. I guess that's a good reason! Yay Chris. :)

I guess, regardless of whether Chris comes to the dance, I'll have a jolly old time. But it would just be even more jolly if he were there to jive with me. How can you jam out with your clam out if you don't have somebody there to rock out with his cock out? ANSWER ME THAT.
 
 
Current Mood: tiredtired
 
 
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15 October 2006 @ 11:55 pm
yeah  
NOBODY UPDATES YOU N00000BZ0RZ'D!!!!!!

Except for Miranda.

Edit: And because that wasn't even a real entry, here is one for you:

I am trying to be less selfish, as a person. It is a difficult undertaking, and I can't say that I've even succeeded in many (or any) areas. But I'm trying. And, in the long rung, I believe it will make me happier. Already, in the cases in which I've set aside thinking about myself and only myself, I've felt more whole and good. I am happy I can sort of re-wire myself. Meg is a stubbornly wired creature.

p.s. I like Drunk Miranda. :D
 
 
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Fireworks are probably worth the cold hour-long sitting-a-thon upon Mt. Sentinel. Right? I tell this to myself.

I have to pee again. I guess I should consume less liquids, or maybe invest in a larger bladder.

I wish to see drunken people caught haplessly in the snare of our sprinklers.

Poetry Paper Which Is Due Monday: suck my bumpernuts!
 
 
Current Music: 'Love Burns' - BRMC
 
 
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26 September 2006 @ 08:28 pm
I think I might start a hip-hop ensemble that just does remixes of 16th century madrigals.

ARRRRGH I HATE PERIODS I HATE THEM

ALSO YOU KNOW WHAT I HATE, I HATE SCHOOL AND I HATE PEOPLE WHO WORK

ALSO MATH

ALSO MATH TESTS

ALSO NOT HAVING SWEET POTATOES RIGHT NOW AS A SNACK :(

ALSO HAVING TO FINISH THE COMIC STILL

ALSO OTHER STUFF

ALSO APES
 
 
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19 September 2006 @ 08:40 pm
Awww lookit.

Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting
 
 
 
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15 September 2006 @ 12:30 am
From an old entry this summer:

"I think a crazy helicopter just flew over my house. I hope it was going in slo-mo, about to crash into a skyscraper like in The Matrix. I saw its shadow in the grass of the field, it was really close, and shook the house. I thought it might land on me and kill me and then I'd have to travel back in time to accomplish crazy things like flooding the school or something. But it didn't."

I bet most of you didn't understand what I was talking about then!!!
 
 
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08 September 2006 @ 03:38 pm
As I sit here, I think about all the classes I have yet to take, and all the tests, and the papers to write, and the applications to fill out, and I want to wretch. I think about the Food Zoo and I never want to eat again. I think about living on campus and I feel claustrophobic.

There is nothing in what I am doing right now that seems right to me, that seems like it's pointing in the correct or desired direction. I feel stagnant, like my inner compass is drifting every which way, like I will never figure out what it is that makes me happy and do it. I want to be gone from here, away from campus, away from Montana, away from the usual and the expected and the Food Zoo. I want to go somewhere else, somewhere new, and get a job there. I want to live there and read there and write there. I want to live and stop ploughing through this tedium.

Ironic, isn't it, that what I really want will be so much harder to achieve without graduating first. I fucking hate school and this fucking campus and this fucking meal plan. I am so burnt out on my life. I want change, something new, something good and refreshing. I don't want New Criticism or Euler Circuits or "The Red Wheelbarrow" or The Wellness Wheel. I want life. Life is somewhere, but I don't know where. And yet, really, I can't get there unless I finish with school. Because life costs money. No wonder so many people commit suicide every year.
 
 
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07 September 2006 @ 12:28 am
sigh  
Why can't I live in a fantasy world?

I miss magic.
 
 
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28 August 2006 @ 11:38 pm
Ugh you guys, I've had a pretty crappy late afternoon/evening.

Today started out well, but then I got really hot and tired and I had all this shit to do and no time to do it in, and then I went home to get the power chord for my printer, and I couldn't find it forever. Then I had to lug the scanner to the dorm because of the comic, and I think if I hadn't been able to do that I would have cried. Even so, I parked in a spot that might or might not get me a ticket, I ripped my Lady of Shalott poster while trying to open the Pantzer doors, and no, I never did find that power chord, and I also made my fingers numb and in pain because I was carrying a really heavy bag and couldn't set it down for fear I'd break the scanner. Anyway, yeah, the soybeans were also not helping. (They're not as good without shells.)

I am so stressed out. I have to get a job and get myself out of the hole monetarily, and it is hot out, and I have no monies, and I am distraught and I miss summer and I don't like this fucking heat and I wish I didn't have my stupid period and I feel so awkward kissing Chris because I have to shut my door so I don't bother anyone, since Emily has made it clear you can hear things in dorm rooms and ugh ugh ugh why isn't it Christmas? :(

Also Adam probably regrets choosing me as a comic partner.
 
 
Current Music: DEVOTCHKA
 
 
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23 August 2006 @ 03:56 pm
I'm at Chris's right now, and he's sleeping on his bed. So since I have nothing else to do, I thought I'd update! Basically, here is the update:

OMG I AM SO EXCITED FOR SCHOOL RIGHT NOW OMG OMG YAY EVERYONE'S COMING BACK HUZZAH! :D

Also, comic #2 is up, so go check it out! Ashleigh, I am prepared for more enthusing on your part. ;)

Chris's keyboard does not lend itself to wrist comfort. Owwie carpal tunnel ow.

I guess that's it, kidlets. Make sure and watch that fucking awesome clip from They Live in my previous entry. If you don't, I'll be pretty disappointed. So do it.